May 18, 2010 1:38:30 PM PDT
I've lived by the motto *Peace Begins With Me* for a long, long time.
I can't control what corporations, governments, and other people do and think. I only have control over my own thoughts and actions. Have I had the thoughts you have? You bet. They creep in. What's important is to not get stuck in them. We've all had something that helped us to wake up. It looks like Zeitgeist was a really major catalyst for you. Yay!! Now you can decide what you will do. That "underlying feeling" can lead you to self empowerment and right action.
Good for you guys to be building the way you are. Families judge us "nuts" when they don't understand or have a hidden fear of the truth behind our lifestyle choices.
We've also been self employed for decades. Our insurance is good healthy food, keeping active strong bodies, channeling our thoughts, frustrations, anger, fears, etc into right action. Laughter and joy. There's no guarantee we won't get seriously ill. But this is what we can do and we feel good doing it.
Put that effort into your property. Grow some food. Act as if. Allow yourself to be the change you want to see in the world. Peace begins with you.